Just write whatever i remember
1) Bought a PSP for bao bao give him a surprise he so happy...
2) My birthday is coming but i got no time to celebrate.
3) Going out with my sisters tmr yeah!
4) 1 yr older again...sian...
5) Going Malacca another 2 weeks sian..company event. Sigh
6) Going hongkong to see yuhong yeah! 22nd Aug!
7) Father’s birthday coming soon....
8) Exam over le no break at all wah kao next week sch re-open liao!
8) I need more $$$$$...钱不够用啊!!!
As a cousin, i should said i am not a really dedicated or qualified cousin cos
As a matter of fact, i really do not know what they are thinking most of the time and i always know their stuff through their blog with a big question mark in my head
I did ask, did try, did attempt, did tried to enter their world, their view, but guess i will never succeed.
Bao bao always said “How come u dun know a damn thing abt ur cousin but ur friends?”
The only answer i can say is “it a 2 way communication thing...me n my friend had that bonding...but my cousin...sometime it just 1-way issue.
I love them all...but i can’t enter their world. Not that i never tried..but hard to enter it..cos Everyone had different pt of view, mindset. I cannot change their view nor my view.
It’s hurting...we are so close yet so far...they might not even see the effort on how we tried to enter their world. But at least hope they can feel it that we did really tried...
Indeed, i am afraid of losing the bond that we had built up for so long...So afraid if i ask A out, should i ask B out? Will there be any conflicts?
And if i ask A not B or vice versa, will they had the mindset tat i do not care either 1 side of them?
Stuck in the middle is so difficult. Decision had to be made wisely.
My birthday is coming...want to have a gathering but...
i am in a dilemma i dun know how to start off can someone enlighten me?
Regards
Kim
