I guess i will never get what i want...
My heart is torn into pieces..
Feel so useless, feel so unworthy..
WHY? WHY? WHY do you have to do this to me?
I treasure / respect you so much yet u always disappointed me again and again...
YOU Just wun change will ya?
YOU think ur life too good le isit?
There's a lotsa of things in my mind but i dun wish to said..cos no point saying it out and wun gain anything but sympathy? pity? Nah..i dun need all this...
The TEARS I shedded for you is countless..really countless...i thought u will change for the better..but but..sob sob...can u feel my heart aching each time i realise it? can u?
Almost giving up on everything i am having..really..even my life...everything i do..u dun seem to see it..
i am so disappointed in YOU
Regards
Kim
P.S pict will upload next blog sorri abt it.
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of YOU
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of YOU..I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of YOU
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of YOU I am afraid ...I lose my way
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
FOR THE SAME DAMN THING!
Because of youI never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of youI learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of youI try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of youI don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ASHAMD OF MY LIFE BECAUSE IT'S EMPTY!
Because of youI am afraid
BECAUSE OF YOU
BECAUSE OF YOU
