Guess long time never write my blog cos i am damn damn lazy.....
Been very busy with work, studies, friends and colleagues....
Now every 2,5,6 study or sometime, 2,4,5,6 i hate saturday wah kao..cannot sleep late
And to all my friends....Guess sooner or later i will have phobia in eating Japanese food...just out of sudden i had the "sickening" feeling
Recently, i realised that after going steady with bao bao...i lost the "hearty talk" of that friend i had a yr ago...i miss that feeling cos none of the others could actually "stimulate" or "activate" me to talk out my inner word...and it seems that he is getting further away frm me...
Last but not least...happy birthday to Ah san, my lovely cousin.... and the rest...I realised that i seldom talk now...i only talk when necessary...is it good or bad i also dun know..i just realise a lot of question "Why u so quiet" had been popping out to me...Last time, i use to said a lot of crap but now seldom or no more..just serious talk..it just ain't me...so weird...in my own view
One recent night, i quarrel with my beloved mum...it hurt so bad tat i went to the balcony, open the window wide and look down below...feel that life is so meaningless...Heard frm qin that..human being tends to regret when they went through halfway..as in like e.g 18th storey..then mid end at 9th storey he/she regret but too late...u are going to died soon...lol
There is a lot of things that i want to do...but it seems that i cannot fulfill it at the timing tat i set for myself...like getting my licence...buy a car, a house, go japan...etc.
I just need to struggle for another 1 more year i will graduate le yeah! to be exact 14mth to go...feb 2010 then graduate..time flies so fast..reaching 3rd stage le..but hope the 2nd stage paper can go through
I trust people too easily, tat y i always get hurt so easily...but it the stupidity that wun leave me what can i do....unless i had some miracle to re-start all my character.
Had just attended shufeng wedding...she look beautiful...but a pity that her hubby not very sporty in some ways...
Even after exam, bao bao is still busy studying studying and studying...i also dun know why he cannot rest just for a day or wat but we sama sama la
For me, i had been working, working and working..like now sunday i am working while writing this blog and outside is raining heavily so at the moment no clients coming in.
Heard from my mum tat my uncle got throat cancer...left few mths to live...so be prepared abt it...now he at SGH...cannot eat anything at all..just awaiting for the day to end that all..
Out of sudden, i miss my grandpa and grandma....wonder if now they are still alive...i will definitely do wat i supposed to do/be as a granddaughter
I feel that Human philosophy is "Live without regret"
Christmas had a lot of activity but not sure am i going for all as i am working on weekend and study and other stuff..
But next week, hope tat i be able to see daphne, adeline, michelle, irwan and others...cos i really long time never see them...miss them..even though that 3 yrs..together there is a lots of up and down..to me, it not too long nor short..but it memorable...as we went through happy times & bad times...too bad eve is not in singapore....
Next weekend after work, i be meeting my sister they all for a early celebration of christmas...even though someone will be envy, someone will comment "not sian meh? u only got these bunch of friends ah? everytime the same name"
But i guess they are just jealous cos they dun have this bonding friendship that i had....right sister? cos we are "RICH"
I guess my mum can be a actress...this is an incident happen in MRT.
(We board the MRT, Mum finally found a seat, while sitting, an old lady beside mum started to shift her body totally to the left like the seat almost half of the seat is not occupied. and my mum of course is very very angry and started staring at her up-down, up-down....
As for me i was standing in front of my mum...
Then i saw my mum hand had some red patches something like itchiness kind...and i ask(In chinese conversation)
Me: Mummy, Why ur hand got rashes?
Mum: Haiz.....Got AIDS it like that one lah...
Me: @_@
Old lady: Moving fastly to another place and seat....
Mum: @_v (Blinked her eye cos she win le!)
I laughed like mad...cos my mum said it too naturally as if she really have hahahaaha.....tat my mum
And my seven flowers, two flower are having mini flowers soon..so happy for them..it a male flowers....can't wait for it...i want to be their "God flower mum" haha
Last but not Least Wish everyone a Merry christmas and Happy new year....
