I have a lot of frustration in me now...really want to dump everything and be a sleeping beauty and never wake up.
Everything is so Fucked up! finally i never put asterik (**) anymore i finally spell it out........
All i want to said is if u dun know me dun act as u know me or judge me by my apprearance..indeed i behave like very draggy...but does tat mean tat i always do things draggy? is this how u predict or so call judge me? Just because of how i walk?
so can i said that when a women walk with two leg very far apart from each other does that mean that she is a bitch? and if pple ask u why and u said: "oh based on how she walk lor u see...so leg apart...sure have a lot of sex experience so confirmed is a bitch!
then i guess singapore had a lot of bitches here...
i dun make up cos i like Simplicity IS THAT ALSO FUCKING WRONG?
i wear not in a good matching style....cos i not so rich as u can buy so many clothing...and for fucking god sake 1 LV for the past 26 yrs does not mean that i am fucking rich!
or i got no sense of style or wat...just mind ur own biz will do...
and Fake pple is everywhere it made me puke on how fake they are...
btw, i dun know who u are but if u are the culprit tat had been saying abt me or whatsoever...pls STOP INTERFERING OK!
It none of ur bloody business...even if u are my relative/ best friend/ sister/colleagues...i will still said the same old thing to you...
STOP Interfering...COS THIS IS MY LIFE MY STYLE NOT URS!!!!!
And by the way, all my best friend and sister they all along aware tat this ah lian friend of them had been this kind of pattern dun know how many years agoand if now then u start to interfere....then in the 1st place dun be my friend/ sister/colleagues!or are u being forced?
if yes, i said sorry to u then and u may leave now...
As for relative i got no choice but to endure it but still....i believe that i still had the right to control my own way of life and dun want to expect every step of my daily life need to be guided along until the day i died. or if indeed i need....i will reflect on myself cos stubborness of mine will not heed ur advice until i enlighten it myself.
As for my bf....becos of this fucking economic crisis. whatever u said to me is so DAMN Realisitic....until i dun even want to said anything to you anymore if u ever realise...u tell me ur reason...u always said u will support me whatever decision i make....but in the end...i did not seen anything significantly proven...
Hack care hack care u alwasy said hack care...ignore...treat it as a pig snoring or whatever la....the main thing is are u the one seeing their fucking face?sometime a pple becoms agitated is becos of the expression that the other parties show not the word he/she said...
and if u did realised...ur temper is getting not-so-good...u might not aware it..but i can feel it..dun ask me which part...the very-good u just gone le...and u might start asking /explaining/ telling/ informing...and wat u shown me is just the REALISTIC wording and nothing else..
Then wat i want to heard from u? are u asking me that?
my ans is NOTHING...Why? cos a leopard cannot change its spot...
u know ur own weakness and i know mine... sometime i keep asking u then why u still want me as ur gf? we are like opposite. i am more on the UNREALISTIC SIDE...
Being lazy, being tempermental, being hot-temper, being childish or naive that what u guys always like to said...and many others bad pts...few good pts....all these ADDED UP TO BE Kimberly Tian
Without all these, which kimberly tian are u going with? tell me then...
or are u waiting for the day that i will change? Nah...like u i guess u know wat i hate abt u and did u changed? Nope as in my pt of view.
and that is the reason why i suggest that idea which i dun know u agree or not agree....guess u are not afraid of losing me....
u treat me as like part of ur insurance plan...as long as every mth u paid....confirmed will be urs...nothing will happened. but u are wrong...
if ever 1 day i become ruthless..i can abandon everything including my parent.
Today i was kanna shoot again for dun know wat fuck...everyone is been doing this and yet i am the ONLY ONE affected...Kns! Knn!
while everyone is waiting for assignment.....i am going to pass up my assignment soon...to relieve myself.
Regards
Kim
