~I Love my Ham bao bao~

Wednesday, 24 June 2009 ' 12:10 am Y

Hear me or LET ME DIE to the death journey '

Whatever i did is always wrong. if u all want me to change/ amend me. i will be the ee lin that u all wanted me to be..but i will forever not be happy if this is what u want i will fulfill ur wish...

but dun expect me to be happy or what. cos u are just driving me to the death path.

Sad to said that..my mindset is always negative and not positive becos no positive thingy ever happen to me as far as i can remember...

i'm driving myself to my own grave. i am trying really TRYING to be the pax that u all want me to be...

i am very very unhappy..did u all know that?

Everything i do almost i myself alone had to be held responsible.

I'm crying inside my heart almost everyday...every min..every sec..

i'm not strong enough to handle all these...

i'm ready to accept for u all to turn my world upside down..to accept that me is not me...to accept my fate..

this period is like the crucial time for me yet u all just....sob sobsob...

each alphabet i type...tears just rolled down...

at the same time, i am also ready to accept death signal is on my way maybe tomorrow?

anyway whatever i said u all will never listen cos u all just wanna change me and not LISTEN to me...of course i dun even want to said...cos i know u will NEVER LISTEN..so wat the point?

my advise to others..dun try to change the person if u really care/love that person..cos u are living in heaven when u SUCCEED in changing her/him..but he/she is LIVING IN HELL AND WHY THIS IS SO? COS U ARE THE ONE THAT DRAGGED HIM/HER TO HELL not by themselves..

Maybe This is the last time u all will hear me...

I'm ready now..and i just wanna said...

Hear me

Hear me

You gotta be out there
You gotta be somewhere
Wherever you are
I'm waiting
'Cause there are these nights when
I sing myself to sleep
And I'm hopin' my dreams
Bring you close to me
Are you listening?

Hear me
I'm cryin' out
I'm ready now
Turn my world upside down
Find me
I'm lost inside the crowd
It's getting loud
I need you to see
I'm screaming for you to please
Hear me
Hear me

Hear me
Can you hear me?
Hear me

I used to be scared of
Letting someone in
But it gets so lonely
Being on my own
No one to talk to
And no one to hold me
I'm not always strong
Oh, I need you here
Are you listening?

Hear me
I'm cryin' out
I'm ready now
Turn my world upside down
Find me
I'm lost inside the crowd
It's getting loud
I need you to see
I'm screaming for you to please
Hear me

I'm restless and wild
I fall, but I try
I need someone to understand
Can you hear me?
I'm lost in my thoughts
And baby I've fought
For all that I've got
Can you hear me?

Hear me
I'm cryin' out
I'm ready now
Turn my world upside down
Find me
I'm lost inside the crowd
It's getting loud
I need you to see
I'm screaming for you to please
Hear me
Hear me
Hear me
Hear me
Can you hear me?
Hear me
Hear me
Hear me
Can you hear me?
Oh, oh, oh, oh...
Hear me
Hear me
Hear me

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