Today I take half day off. I tried my best to sleep but i couldn't.
What the fuck is wrong with me? And just stepped into the toilet. Aunt came and fuck tmr still need to work damn early at 7am.
I might perhaps think too much. but neverthless. the problem still arises
Whatever i like to do, i couldn't do.
Whatever i dun like to do, i need to do it every single day, single min and single seconds.
i been living in pple shadow.
Thriving hard for them but not for myself.
What had my world gone to?
Where is Tian Ee Lin world?
I want to take one month unpaid leave. if the company disallow then i had no choice but to leave the company cos i really need a break a damn fucking long break....
I need to breathe normally.......
